horrible day today. intended to go for a run in the morning but it was raining heavily around my area. so ended up doing pt. no mat on the ground so my back ached while doing sit-ups. skipped breakfast again. played pt for a while and my character kept dying cause of the character's inertia. ended up quitting game. and went to jump blog. after some time, i went to do the laundry as well as iron my pants which i would be using cause i'm going out to hunt for items. my brother bought lunch but i couldn't finish mine. even though it doesn't look like it, i do have a small appetite unless if it's under certain circumstances which i shall not elaborate.
went to orchard (taka) but couldn't really decide on what to buy. if they were selling what they sold last year, i would have gotten it but nvm. so i went to vivo and searched. the 1st place i went to was candy empire cause it was the nearest. window shopped and then went to giant to see if there's anything better. too bad, there wasn't any. went to L2 to look for toys cause some receivers are not supposed to eat too much. saw some prospective toys but they were ex and too small and i thought i should go look at other places for more. the other toys sold in vivo are much more ex than those that i saw earlier. so i carried on touring. wanted to go back to candy empire and a saw the vivo mart sign and went in. this portion was the 1 with cold storage and guardian instead of the giant only portion but i thought it was linked. i forgot the 2 are on different levels. (1 on L1 and the other on B2). ws walking in circles and guess what? i lost my way. probably cause i was too anxious and resulted in more haste, less work. took quite some time before i realised that i was on the wrong level. that was like my 2nd time going to vivo la... actually 3 but 1 time was only 1 level. so went back to candy empire and got what i wanted after discussing with shuj and nat. haven bought 1 item yet cause i was broke. so went home. the journey took quite some time. reached home at 8+ and my stomach was using growl again. luckily my attack is quite high in the first place. so i managed to drag myself back home. was feeling weak at vivo though. probabaly cause i strained too much in the morning. reached home and my brother was cooking his dinner. the soup was splurting out and i turned off the gas and i kena scolding. the lid was damaged in the first place and he accused me of breaking it. like wth!! called my mum to find out where the wrapping was and found out that there wasn't enough. then she asked me if i had dinner, if not, join them. saw my brother eating his dinner and so i didn't tell him. after dinner, i told my mum that my brother didn't go for work today and i kena scolding again. it's like, "is he supposed to dump his food and join us?". maybe it's more approapriate to inform him as well. couldn't hold my temper at 1 time. it's like i reached earlier than my parents and i get scolding, forgot to water plants and i got scolding again. what about the 1 who was at home all the time? i have to go for training, do work, housework, where got so much time to think of other things. i do have my own problems as well.
