had a very terrible week. life is just unfair. people gets punished for doing nothing while those who did all the terrible things are happy when the punishment is light (for their case). sometimes, people are so selfish that they never think of the consequences of their actions, who else will suffer for their actions and all. systems in this world is flawed. is there really justice? is there fairness? or is it just a practice, a set of things to follow blindly?
still kind of disturbed by the planning of class gathering. there'll always be restrictions, disagreement, and most importantly, the number of replies and confirmations. things can't really go on without those. what if we did not book enough rooms? what if many people suddenly back out? who's going to absorb the cost? but then again, it's not possible to book when it's near the actual date cause by then, it'll be fully booked. argh... nevermind...
my mind is always in a whirl... i dunno what i'm thinking. dunno myself anymore... lots of "whys" are coming out of my mind again. haiz...
kena rashes cause of dirty stuff. the unhygienic kind. kena rashes. doubt it's heat rash cause it appeared after i woke up on friday. got tanned and i'm becoming a mixed. mixed of heat colour i mean... gotta . stay . calm till it's over. hope i get the vocation i want. things just doesn't seem to be going well. many kinds la.
also hope the class gathering thing get over and done with. as in everyone will reply asap. everything got to comfirm by end of this month. time is running out...
