Let's just skip the old stuff so i'll just update on yesterday's event... Took the GP BT yesterday and it was "... ..." Paper 1 was still ok but i forgot to answer to the question. the question asked for far do you agree but throughout my 807-word essay, neither "agree" nor "disagree" appeared anywhere. think my content mark will drop way below the erm, bottomless pit? Paper 2 was horrible. after reading through a few times, i still don't get what the passages were talking abt. spent like half an hour trying to understand the passage but gave up eventually. wasn't able to answer like 2 out of 1 question? was tempted to write "i don't understand what the darn passages are talking about" or "Idon't understand the freaking passages" for AQ but didn't... i had no stand to agree with whichever author cause i simple don't understand the passages... i suppose i'll get a 'U' grade this time round...
Went to mac for "lunch" with some classmates. didn't buy much cause asked mum to cook my lunch. had bad experience. never attend group lunch in her presence... haha... went home and played some computer games, had late lunch cause training starts at 6 to 9 and i had to leave home by 4.45. missed the bus again... *sigh* reach the range to see KL and CS there waiting for who-knows-what. KL said he waited since 2pm and i was, what the heck was my sms for? cause i sent to all team members that training is from 5.45 to 9... performance was bad cause my eyes were tired. tear a little at different points during the training cause they were simply too dry... still kind of far from my goal but i'll persevere and do whatever it takes... this competition is too impt to me... the most unfortunate thing is my "ulti" had lost it's effect like my "special move" for 1/2 court bball... elbow joint hurt at the start of training but i don't know why... stopped training at 8 cause we were only required to train 2hrs at the firing line... only managed to fire off 180shots but my aim was at least 200 per training with all shots scoring 9 or 10. only if i can keep everything almost constant... wanted to do math S4 while waiting but then didn't bring notes and i'd forgotten the GC commands... so brought hw for ntg... left range at abt 9 and dinner group shrunk to 3... as expected, CS was around, KC was not... haha... new trend =P went to the prata place but then we waiting over 10 min but no one attended to us. even ppl who came later were attended to. we even signaled to the "waiters" there but we were like ignored? even our tables were not cleared... so eventually we went to mac... shall not mention more cause i'm lazy too... =P
anyway, training for me will be tuesday to friday 4-8 even if minimum requirement is <4 trainings per week... have to balance my time well... hopefully i can still stay awake during the following day's lesson... official training time is 6-10. will do dry firing earlier. and do homework after training. i have to keep the equipments after training... that's my duty as quarter master anyway... haiz... packed dinner every night... haha... maybe sometimes i'll get cup noodles for dinner...
11:17 AM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
People don't know me like they think they do
theLOVE;
Still her
theHATE;
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theWISH;
World Peace
We will never be separated
Do well in studies for both of us
Maybe I still want to try NTT?
