Removed tag board cause of spammers with links which could link to malicious websites in case any visitor clicked on those by accident.
Anyway, have a feeling that something bad is going to happen so I'm doing this entry if something really happen and this is my last post.
A few days ago, I entered the lift from the ground level and the arrow was pointing down. It happened again today so it's probably a bad omen I guess. Have been down on luck etc for quite some time. Had headache for a few days last week but acted as if there's nothing, had an unpleasant experience in something else, and having some other trouble.
Wanted to sleep at 9pm earlier on but woke up at 10+ suddenly. Didn't sleep well these few days and I don't know what's happening. Maybe the next time I sleep, that's it. haha. Oh well, maybe it doesn't really bother me anymore.
Maybe everything is in it's current state for a purpose. So that when I leave, less ppl will be affected. But if it's going to happen, I hope it happens before school starts so that my education loan will not become a burden for my family...
So in case anything bad really happen, I would like to thank my family for the care they gave for all these years. Thank all my friends especially those who spend time hearing me out whenever I have problems.
I must say my life is quite a failure. I don't have many friends who i can confide in. I don't have many friends to go out together with for movies. I wasn't good in academic studies, i'm not street smart, i failed in some other things and probably many others as well. I didn't perform well in work previously and lost some friends who I thought could be friends who I can finally confide in.
Oh well. I think I stop here for now and see if I will still be able to post more in future.
11:57 PM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
People don't know me like they think they do
theLOVE;
Still her
theHATE;
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theWISH;
World Peace
We will never be separated
Do well in studies for both of us
Maybe I still want to try NTT?
