A lot of things happened lately. Mostly are unhappy and unlucky things. Well, there are decisions which are very difficult for me to make. But still, I will change myself to be how I used to 10years ago. Serious and never worry that much.
Sometimes I wonder if being selfish reduces the hurt 1 gets when something bad happens. since the person loves him/herself more, how much hurt could he/she get? Life have to go on but I am thankful for the few but good friends I could talk to when I have both good and bad memories.
I think, I will be waiting for a miracle to happen. As for now, it's time to sleep. Hopefully I am able to wake up in the morning for my morning run. doing evening run as well. making myself go through a fake BMT (- all the static exercises). Hoping to lose about 5-10kg in 1 week. lol... not very possible but it will never happen if I never tried.
11:37 PM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
People don't know me like they think they do
theLOVE;
Still her
theHATE;
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theWISH;
World Peace
We will never be separated
Do well in studies for both of us
Maybe I still want to try NTT?
