Skipping to the song "Mistake". There was once I saw this question asked in a Hong Kong drama. "Does he love me more or am I the one loving him more? Come to think of it, I was the one who initiated and asked him out. I suppose I love him more?". When I saw this question, I started to ask myself as well. Although it wasn't me who initiated asking her out, I liked her first. My thought was, does it matter who love who more? Although I suppose it will be tougher for the 1 who loved the other more, but then, if that person gives up so easily, just how much value is their love?
Maybe I wasn't doing enough to make you love me more? Maybe it's my fault for loving you more than you love me such that I am taken for granted? Maybe I shouldn't be asking too much, asking for you to love me the same as I love you. It does hurt whenever you reply with a smiley knowing that I am hurt/upset. Even though your words may have varied from the initial promise, I still believe in the 1 you made during those early days. This song describes how I feel this morning and perhaps a few days ago.
No matter how bad things are, I still love you. I don't want to let you go and I can't do that.
In ( "Name" ) are the parts sang by whichever member.
(Jessica) I’m still at the same place I’m weary from wandering by your side (Seohyun) Even today, as I was wandering Day has passed again and again Now I’m here (Sooyoung) You know. You know that my heart is hurting (Yoona) Watching you laugh/smile makes my heart ache more
(All) It’s my mistake for not making you love me more It’s my mistake for loving you more than you loved me It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to…
(Taeyeon) How much longer must I cry? As I’m trusting that promise/I’m only trusting/ believing that promise (Sunny) You lied to me to wait for you Even my greedy side (for his love) has grown weary/tired (Hyoyeon) You know. You know that my heart is hurting/aching (Tiffany) You can’t just ignore and laugh/smile like that
It’s my mistake for not making you love me more It’s my mistake for loving you more than (you love/like me? This is my assumption ) It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.
(Yuri) I knew I couldn’t have you (Sica) But my heart (my love for you) just kept growing (Taeyeon) It’s my mistake for, Waiting by myself Regretting by myself Loving you
(All) Even though my heart was hurting/aching It’s my mistake for not letting you go/forgetting you
(Taeyeon) I’m such a fool I knew I would get hurt and couldn’t let go
Seohyun – it’s my mistake (Sunny) Even though it could be all my fault/mistake That’s ok. As long as you’re there… (Tiffany) Always… (Taeyeon) Please forgive me for being like this (Forgive the person) Who loved you”
11:59 PM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
People don't know me like they think they do
theLOVE;
Still her
theHATE;
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theWISH;
World Peace
We will never be separated
Do well in studies for both of us
Maybe I still want to try NTT?
