Yesterday was the day which was the most fearful day for me. There were many scenarios which I hoped would never happened. If those were to happen, I do not know what to do.
The second song is "If" (만약에), sang by Korean singer Kim Taeyeon from Girls' Generation. 1 of the few songs which drew me closer to liking the group's music.
Maybe it's because of past experience which built up this fear in me. I'll just skip the recap cause I really don't want to recall the bad experiences.
I hope that this time round, it's not because of being useful that I managed to be in my current status. All the past experiences had also resulted in a lot of fears for doing other stuff which I shall not say. People who are closer to me will know what I'm talking about.
Not everything relates to my thoughts but to some extent it is. Most importantly, I am afraid of you drifting apart and away from me. Even the thought itself is scary. =(
Anyway, this song is also the 1 which Solomon was looking for when we went went to Kbox.
If I go, if I go closer to you I wonder what you may think, I can’t drum up the courage
If you go, if you go away from me It is scary to figure out how to let you go
Perhaps, the reason I only look at you, like a fool, is for fear that you may turn your face away, and you and I may drift further apart
Perhaps, the reason I can’t say ‘I love you’, like a fool, is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.
If you come, if you come closer to me I really don’t know what to do
Perhaps, the reason I only look at you, like a fool, is for fear that you may turn your face away, and you and I may drift further apart
Perhaps, the reason I can’t say ‘I love you’, like a fool, is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.
Perhaps, the reason I can’t say ‘I love you’, like a fool, is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.
5:53 PM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
People don't know me like they think they do
theLOVE;
Still her
theHATE;
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theWISH;
World Peace
We will never be separated
Do well in studies for both of us
Maybe I still want to try NTT?
