NS is driving me crazy. haha. but then perhaps it's just that i'm having a very negative mindset? well, maybe i should use Hibari's motto. whatever it is, it's something like nothing shall restrain my will. haha. so maybe i should use my dying will and work to the EXTREME until i ORD.
i hate lunch cause i'll be having it alone. it's not the company but more of the problem of finding seats. got to wake up at 5+ every morning. sleep at 11+ every night. Coffee is definately going to be like water to me soon.
getting emotional sometimes and this is really bad. and i shouldn't be holding onto things that are impossible. it's useless cause things never go my way. haha. shall not mention too much. maybe in somewhere else this weekend or something... haha.
alright, got to sleep soon. ciao ciao...
10:53 PM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
People don't know me like they think they do
theLOVE;
Still her
theHATE;
-
theWISH;
World Peace
We will never be separated
Do well in studies for both of us
Maybe I still want to try NTT?
