what happens when you get emo? like what would you be thinking?
I'm: stupid? silly? such a fool? idoitic? hesitate? timid? useless?
oh well, maybe stone and space out? i dunno. kind of stupid to just stone all of a sudden. and i did exactly last night on my way home for dunno what reason. kind of dumb. probably what we know as mood swing? oh well, have not been "myself" since last week. always getting people to become concerned and spoil their mood. lots of stuff flying around in my mind. sometimes there's so much that i dun even know if i'm thinking of anything. lots of why. i'm probably more suited to be a scientist. why do i feel this way? why does these happen? why this? why that? it's getting on my nerves. wonder why i can't stop myself from thinking of things. and it's not like i was able to use this to think for academic of more useful stuff. and this is 1 of the causes that make it difficult for me to sleep at night. haiz.
i hope my best friend will always be happy and will never experience any harm. i guess i'm just kind of weird. never really seen anyone else who does things exactly or nearly like me. haiz... time to sleep, monthly shoot later... hope i can get at least 550. haha. after so long of no training?
