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Monday, February 05, 2007

Was prompted to update so updating now... haha... Actually, I'd prepared what i wanted to update last night... Unfortunately, I forgot what they are... haha...

Anyway, this week had been a terrible week... Had to prepare for Thursday's JTDP presentation. Since Sunday, I had been sleeping at after 12 Midnight... haiz... luckily can still last through lectures and tutorials... However, i wasn't able to finish my tutorials lah... Finally got rid of this troublesome thing...
Actually had rehearsals on Monday and Wednesday de but my teammate was not ready so both were off... I wasn't mentally prepared on Wednesday so was nervous. But then after chatting with a very good friend from class through sms and msn, I was able to have a smooth flow on Thursday even though i didn't memorize the script... wasted my time writing the script lah... haha... but must Thank to person... If not, I would have gotten stuck throughout the whole thing...
Thursday is the actually event le... Went to NUS and in the waiting room, saw many HCI ppl and was very stressed... Thought that they will be watching or something... Luckily dun have... if not i'll not be able to speak well... In between the presentation, the examiners keep cutting in to ask questions... those were the questions I'd hope they wouldn't ask... very what lah... i put in so much effort into the presentation and got shot at by the cannot answer questions... then after the whole thing my teammate can still say feng liang hua... was very angry and pissed off since Sunday cause he didn't send me his part even though I kept asking for it... So i guessed I'll get COP for the thing ba... And I had car-sick on the way to NUS... haha... thought i would faint there... reach there le i felt hungry... should have eaten breakfast... then dunno why there were sudden pains from my thigh muscles... haiz... it was really a very bad day... then assembly was so long that math test and GP was cancelled... how i wished the presentation was on Friday instead... Haiz...

Friday: Finally can go back for shooting training le... NPCC there can't go lah... school end so late... reach PHS le they also end so no point going also... only if they had extra trainings on Wednesdays... then reach range at abt 6pm... it was very full cause Saturday there will be an invitation shoot by TPJC... our school not invited lah... haha... training till 10pm like that... luckily Captain's dad came to fetch him and i got a free ride since we live in Yishun... haha... then Vice-Cap also tagged also to change bus from Khatib... haha... they fell asleep in the car... I almost but luckily didn't cause reaching Yishun that time i keep forcing myself to stay awake while waiting for friend to reply sms... haha... very strange lah, 1 of us just finished a conversation and can like fall asleep immeadiately... haha... 1 Gab news (combination of good and bad news) Training on Wednesday only starts after 6.30pm so meaning will reach home very late and it will last for 8 weeks if i'm not wrong... Safra there too few place for us le... haiz... but then again, i can go back PHS but then again, what if they dun have extra training on that day?

Saturday: also dunno what to say but felt a lot of pressure... my Big Brother came home for dinner but then I got ticked off a bit and was warned abt something lah. then got another pressure from another party that night also... haiz... then later com prob so didn't really get to reply...
Friend went BBQ... then i felt very guilty for disturbing when friend was preparing for the BBQ... haha... then actually didn't want to disturb when friend is at the place but haiz... failed... haha... luckily friend didn't mind lah... near midnight that time i think, i got worried for friend cause very late and then later maybe no public transport... Luckily friend reached home safely... *phew* waited for very long for reply so i got really worked up lah... haha...

Sunday: wasn't able to go to somewhere cause parents forbid and don't ask me why cause i also dunno and dun ask me to ask anymore... I'm gonna get mental breakdown if i have to go through all those scoldings again... I know many others experienced the same thing b4 but i'm different from them ok? i've been facing too many ordeals and obstacles since 2003... I don't think anyone can understand... just because of that year, I changed from someone who was mentally strong to today with a weaker mind already... I think i need some time to cool down... haiz... Then blogging now lah... haha...

Tomorrow got chem test... haven study yet... then tomorrow school end at 5pm... gotta go CVD stuff also... then also forgot still got what... haiz... now need to go do gp thingy... byez...

9:36 AM ; smile'