and so, i'd decided to go with my mum to watch the NDP preview. I just don't understand why i'm always 'asked' to do things the others last minute does not want to. my brother was 'booking' the tickets initially but on friday he didn't want it if i'm not wrong. ya ya, i'm still single so the i'm definitely last on the list. even if i got both tickets, there's no one i have in mind to invite anyway.
back to the subject. 1st of all the walk to the actual place was very long cause of road blocks and had to walk back to get in... 2ndly, the weather was damn hot... no umbrella or anything to use as a shield but nvm, as if i wasn't exposed to the scorching sun before. just that the feeling was worse than usual cause of the stupid sunburn i had yesterday. then, i failed the security check cause my belt had a metal buckle. crap... then while queueing to move to the seats, the person behind me opened her umbrella which hit me continuously... the first blow was dealt on the head though. the worst thing was... 1 of the drinks in my funpack was like damaged weeks ago... the leaking fluid was of course obvious when the other stuff were being removed. next, there was a stale smell and some black substance which i suspect was some mould or the decomposition of the paper carton... many of the contents including the discount coupons were no longer usable. then the person sitting behind me. well, my back was damn irritated although i was already taking the front half of my seat. any further and the person in front will get in contact with my knee. the view from my side wasn't that fantastic either. will post the photos to elaborate once my com is revived. but you can always ask me to show it to you in school... and the one regrettable thing is, i didn't get to capture many nice stunts cause it took quite some time for my phone cam to load, focus and the final shot. most of the aircraft stunts were missed. haiz... be sure to catch it on TV =D
Anyway, i'd thought over some things while waiting for the whole show to start. If your aim is to get my friends away, go ahead. it's not as though i have not experienced the life of a loner. eventually, whoever is left to stand by and support me will be what people termed as . ppl like kenneth and "ally family" had proved to be so. haha. and they always were although at times i tend to piss them off with lame jokes and being indirect. thanks guys. and girls. lol.
11:43 PM ; smile'
started writing in a diary. lol. seems that i trust objects more than human. lol. dead things will never backstab you. unless somehow they're given life lah... ~.~
a series of mishap had befallen onto me or so it seems to be. oh well, i can't stop ppl from saying what they want to but if it's me they're after, just target directly onto me and not on anyone else. can you stop saying things that are not true and stop exaggerating things? things that seem to be happening (your viewpoint) does not mean it is really happening. if such thing can happen, only God can do it and you're not. many other bad things happened too. all the way since june... i wonder what have i done to bring me such ill luck. maybe karma?
stilling pondering over whether i should go watch NDP preview or not. haha. 1hr left to decide.
other things shall enter the book which no one else is allowed =P
1:06 PM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
People don't know me like they think they do
theLOVE;
Still her
theHATE;
-
theWISH;
World Peace
We will never be separated
Do well in studies for both of us
Maybe I still want to try NTT?
