finally, an update... hmmm, start with national day eve ba... haiz.... the speeches were long and well, my medals were not given during that day... a very big thanks to Mr Lim for always doing so much for whichever CCA he's posted to... Air Pistol competition that day he treated us drinks and then after the parade he treated us drinks and gave us chocolate... perhaps it's just "make us feel that we'll need to do even more" but then dun look at things this way mah... maybe the intention is good but then why must people always think of it as there's another motive.
just recovered from fever and hmm... like got nothing much to talk abt... anyway, a song i heard recently made me thought of some stuff:
Part 1 why are there people out there who's making the lives of others miserable. what joy do they really gain from it? is it the laughter they can have when they embarass someone? or is it that they draw out joy by making and seeing others suffer? why on Earth do these type of people exist? Why can't everyone just live in harmony? why aren't people given the basic respect they should have? why do people just cut into other people's conversation before they are done with it? is that manners? why do you have to make their friends or other people feel that they are not worthed to befriend with? why do people have to give in to you? do you really treat them as friends or just your servants/slaves who you just order around? who gave you the right to do all these? who do you think you are? just having more support from people around does not give you the right to go around and do all these. please think about how it'll feel like if these were to befall upon you. think carefully before lying to yourself that "it's nothing what". perhaps you will really not understand how it feels cause you have not experienced it...
Part 2 when these people start doing all these acts, their victims keep silent. by keeping silent is perhaps another method of protesting against it but why? they probably dun want to embarass you back/create more trouble or hatred/make the situation worse. this however do not mean that they are fine with what you have been doing... when people starts isolating the victim, the victim will have to go through it alone... happiness will perhaps be like a legend to him/her. when the number of people who grows to dislike the victim increases, the number if people who he/she can still call friend decreases. loves becomes a burden but he/she can't seem to be able to dump the problem off... the victim is not dumb(as in can't talk), he/she may have something to say, he just need something, something to boost his courage. perhaps wine or beer or just some alcoholic drinks? he/she too, have dreams to fulfil. when tomorrow comes and the sun rises, the sun rays shine on him/her, he/she can also shine... even the silent will just breakdown and express his/her wrath... silence is also a form of energy source that pushes someone onwards...
killing someone because he killed, getting killed because you killed. when will peace ever come? same thing here actually... perhaps someday the victim will go berserk and haunt you... you'll never know... well, Cheers to Peace...
2:12 PM ; smile'
Monday, August 06, 2007
haiz... very long never update liao... also dunno what to update abt cause the sequence of events are all mixed up in my mind... anyway, on the last wednesday of July, some of the Air Weapons Club went to play laser quest... Guess what, i topped the top ranking list of the day... woohooo... haha... that means, my score was the highest for that day... haha... interschool shoot's prizes were given on a thursday assembly instead of on college day... so sad lah... haiz... and erm, how am i supposed to keep it up when CCA training days had been reduced to 1 day per week? moreover, every cca needs to do a CIP project... think i'll be drained out... need to check the schedule again... think i'm out of it le... need to get back on track... haiz...
I finally got a 'A' for math... but then again, that's 1 of my better topic lah... chem got 'E'... at first was unexpected but after the test and thinking through, i made a lot of careless mistakes... haiz... at least it's still a pass... having problems with circular motion onwards as well as implicit differentiation... geog also... the stuff seem so unfamiliar... haiz... think i'll stop here and update again another time... adios...
9:47 AM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
People don't know me like they think they do
theLOVE;
Still her
theHATE;
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theWISH;
World Peace
We will never be separated
Do well in studies for both of us
Maybe I still want to try NTT?
