Holiday and no holiday is the same lah... need to prepare for the block test when school reopens (promos for me) I took up some part-time job. (during 1 tuesday, I heard the chinese service sisters praying and asking God to like bring 2 teachers like that cause they lack of teachers. so i felt that God is hinting me too so i told Uncle Morgan that I'll be able to take it for monday, wednesday and friday. Then I realised that my whole holiday is gone... tuesday and thursday is for research. weekends for cell and service... i only have night to study... how can? I pray that God will show me the way which is best for me and to contantly remind me not to be infront of the computer. but these few days i had been sleeping to recover from my illness... very weird, my fever 1 day come 1 day go 1...
then monday i didn't teach the cadets much lah. just tried to instill confidence in them when doing pattern 4. then first day work got MC already... was sick since friday... appetite no change. only that i slept a lot... probably due to cumulative exhaustion... then parents not around... do you know how difficult it is to cope... my bro dun do housework and that means i have to do everything myself... please lah, i'm sick... and my condition worsened and that time i doubted again...
overslept and was very late for tuesday prayer service. haiz... then ate medicine without dinner. had some weird feeling on the way so i bought bread... but the person like overcharged... the bread is $1 each and donut is $0.80 but i was charged $3.20... Was in a hurry so didn't go and argue. dun feel like arguing also.. haiz...
Hope that i can recover soon. Parents coming back soon. finally can have ppl to take care of me... haha... but sure get scolding cause i didn't clean the house... need to help my sister to get her PSLE result also... hope she can get to some good school (express stream) my bro and I wanted her to get to girls' school but think can't lah. haha... but hopefully can lah...
5:14 PM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
People don't know me like they think they do
theLOVE;
Still her
theHATE;
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theWISH;
World Peace
We will never be separated
Do well in studies for both of us
Maybe I still want to try NTT?
