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Friday, June 19, 2009 ; 11:24 AM ☠

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Sunday, May 24, 2009 ; 11:28 PM ☠

NEW PB FOR TODAY!!! 558. haha. at SAFRA somemore, away grounds. haha. only if the 7s were 9s, i would have got my first 564 or more. haha.

hands were super itchy cause of mosquito bites and the back of my neck too. luckily for most of them i stopped to scratch instead of try to fire off. those that i tried to fire off got either 7 or 8. haha. guess what, i took 1hr+ for my competition. haha. Cherlyn was like saying i shoot very fast but she have not seen how fast i can go. but that was in the past. learnt something new today, but come to think of it, i think i did it b4 but can't reproduce it anymore. it's like going into hyper dying will mode. lol. was kind of like i could control it so many it's my version of zero point breakthrough. haha.

got serious headache after the shoot. dunno why. still having it. think i'll go sleep now. haha. other stuff i'll just omit. nothing much anyway. felt really depressed today too. partially due to 1 month's shoot being wasted. haha. and many other stuff. i hope i still have enough time to do whatever i want and whatever i need to.

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ; 6:26 AM ☠

stupid msn, i can't sign in...

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ; 11:41 PM ☠

ok, started work today but did only the basics. got lots more to learn. hope i can learn quickly with my super poor memory. haha. anyway, training today is super screwed even though some of my shots were like super good. the "auto-focus" of my eyes went haywire earlier on. there are groupings i tot i screwed up completely and it turned out to be very good. i think 1 of it had 99 points. haha. gotta check again tomorrow. haha. then for series i thought was good, it sucks totally but the grouping is still ok. haha. dunno what's happening. i need enlightenment. lol. alright, time to head to bed or it'll be coffee tomorrow. haha.

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Monday, May 18, 2009 ; 8:23 PM ☠

oh ya, forgot to mention that i came across some stuff which i decided to get them as Christmas present. haha. didn't specially get them but then there's no occasion to give right? so they'll have to wait in 'store' till Christmas. haha. hope i'll get to see the receipient. like that more sincerity ma. shall not disclose anything about it. :P

today... erm... dunno what to say la. but at least today is one of the better days. hope i can take off on either 11 or 12 june for NUSIS. at least they'll allow me to take leave. alright. time to prepare myself mentally for "hell" starting tomorrow. somehow i'm still hoping for the same thing which i shouldn't. stupid right? haha. i need a miracle... no wait... i need unlimited amount of miracles... haha... oops, kind of greedy. saw a friend's blog post today which reminds me that i had always wanted to create a time machine many years ago. sounds old right? haha. but i wanted to after watching some show or movie that has something to do with time travel. yup.

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Sunday, May 17, 2009 ; 9:23 PM ☠

watched Angels & Demons (whatever it is) yesterday and it's nice, suspense and all. been quite a long time since i last watched a movie. haha. well, before the movie, went with da ge and peng to safra cause da ge was going down to train. then a while at safra, i agreed to watch the movie la. haha. as long as the others don't mind. haha. well, peng and i went to a coffee shop somewhere to have our dinner. peng ate a bit only. haha. maybe i should start dieting too. lol. anyway, we went GV after dinner to get the tickets and peng's ex-student was there. haha. she didn't recognise her and neither did i. ok la, i don't go down to range to see who's there. at most is see who're the better pistol shooters. regretted somehow. should have noticed more people. haha. if not see already also dunno they were there. after getting the tickets, we went back to range and then later peng said "da ma" will be joining us so we went back to get another ticket. lol. and that ticket was like the last 1 in our row. then was like later boss say she's coming then how? haha. anyway, peng and i went to play time crisis 4 and 3 in GV. then later da ma came and peng left with her to bk after "dying". i continued a while longer and lost also. no time limit. haha. finished all the extra weapons. haha. then went to join them later. as usual, my mouth jammed and i didn't talk much. da ma was like asking me to share the fries but i declined as usual. then later peng asked me to help finish 2 of her mexican drumlets. i did. cause da ma didn't want either. don't waste food ma. then was like saying hometeam shooters must be able to eat a lot 1. haha. cause da ge and friend can eat a lot. haha. then later da ma asked me to finish the fries for her. and i did. haha. got to upgrade my denying skills in future. maybe soon. haha. if not, i'll be jammed with work.

then later we went up and da ma bought cup corn for me. haha. so paiseh la. haha. then while inside, our seats were taken and peng agreed to take over their seats like 2 rows back. then later da ge came in and was, i think, a little shocked? cause we were not there and seats taken. haha. then we waved to him la. he bought nachos combo and asked me if i wanted but i declined. he haven eat dinner ma. then i ask him why he bought that instead of popcorn cause nachos can't last through the show. haha. then he said "cause it's nicer". haha. then he asked back why i had cupcorn, also can't last long through the show. haha. i didn't tell him da ma treated me to it la. haha.

ok, no spoilers here :P

then after the movie, da ge drove peng and i back to our respective homes. and i was first to alight. haha. my house nearby ma. haha.

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ok, now for today. didn't really happen much. haha. couldn't find the phone protective cover for my phone. haiz. anyway, went to west mall and i bought something which i could use as present in future. :P not going to say what. haha. gotta go back to course tomorrow and back to office on tuesday. hope i'll survive in office. got to sleep as early as possible or drink coffee like water. haha. been heaty recently. gotta top another 1L into me later. haha.

memory is like getting worse by the day. i'm getting old. haha. hope i can forget things i should forget and not things that i should remember. haha. and i hate my super easy to flush face. haha.

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Thursday, May 14, 2009 ; 10:53 PM ☠

NS is driving me crazy. haha. but then perhaps it's just that i'm having a very negative mindset? well, maybe i should use Hibari's motto. whatever it is, it's something like nothing shall restrain my will. haha. so maybe i should use my dying will and work to the EXTREME until i ORD.

i hate lunch cause i'll be having it alone. it's not the company but more of the problem of finding seats. got to wake up at 5+ every morning. sleep at 11+ every night. Coffee is definately going to be like water to me soon.

getting emotional sometimes and this is really bad. and i shouldn't be holding onto things that are impossible. it's useless cause things never go my way. haha. shall not mention too much. maybe in somewhere else this weekend or something... haha.

alright, got to sleep soon. ciao ciao...

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